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I'm not doing very well at the moment
If 2013 has any more crap to throw at me, I hope it does it now.  Because after giving my Nan cancer, the loss of Fox and Scarlett, putting me through a terrifying health scare, making me go through the trauma of major surgery, taking away my uterus and any possibility of ever having children, permanently changing my body and the way it functions and then violently killing the loving and much loved pet who was a massive source of comfort and happiness throughout that period, now would be fucking time to do it.  I don't give a shit.
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firlefanzine From: firlefanzine Date: 23rd July 2013 13:54 (UTC) (Link)
That was it! From now on there is just sunshine and happiness!
...and somewhere in a shelter there is a cat waiting for you to rescue her!

From: moonlightmead Date: 23rd July 2013 14:58 (UTC) (Link)
Oh god, I am not surprised. Honestly, it's been one sodding thing after another for you, hasn't it? And I am so, so sorry about Moseley. It just isn't fair.

msmoat From: msmoat Date: 23rd July 2013 14:59 (UTC) (Link)
*Massive hugs* (Even the British need hugs now and again.) It has been a horrible year for you. I'm hoping the rest of the year brings peace, time for you to recover, and happiness.

*Makes you a bajillion cups of Really Good tea*
probodie From: probodie Date: 23rd July 2013 15:25 (UTC) (Link)
Oh darling :( I know it's been an awful period for you, but things have got to look up and soon.

Sending all my positivity and good luck vibes your way.

snailbones From: snailbones Date: 23rd July 2013 15:30 (UTC) (Link)

Hugs really don't seem adequate, but *hugs* anyway.

What a dreadful time you're having - I'm so so sorry luv. It's totally unfair, and you're still recovering physically on top of it all, which is exhausting and makes everything so much harder to cope with.

I hope things start to get better for you, and life gives you a break so you can at least catch your breath. ♥

terrygooseberry From: terrygooseberry Date: 23rd July 2013 15:52 (UTC) (Link)
I wish I could hug you. I'm thinking of you, honey. Feel better soon. x
hagsrus From: hagsrus Date: 23rd July 2013 17:09 (UTC) (Link)
Very sorry it's all hitting you so hard. Hugs and very best wishes for what that's worth...
sc_fossil From: sc_fossil Date: 23rd July 2013 17:26 (UTC) (Link)
Life sucks sometimes and you've had more than your share. I hope things look up for you starting this second!
cornishcat From: cornishcat Date: 23rd July 2013 18:38 (UTC) (Link)
Ah honey, life will always send rubbish stuff our way, particularly as we, and our loved ones, grow older. In normal circumstances we're able to cope, in the best way we can. But this becomes more difficult (and seemingly impossible) when a load lands on us in a short space of time, not allowing us to breathe or grieve or collect our thoughts between each tragedy.

You've been so strong, dealing with your life-changing health problems, and come through that admirably. Don't despair... happiness and fluffy joy will find their way to you again soon.

Loads of *hugs*
murphybabe From: murphybabe Date: 23rd July 2013 20:23 (UTC) (Link)
I'm so sorry you're having such a crap year. None of it is fair at all. I wish you peace, health and happiness from now on.
kiwisue From: kiwisue Date: 23rd July 2013 21:14 (UTC) (Link)
Everything folk have already said. It's been a crap time for you - and still going on without let-up If hugs will help, have as many as you need {{{hugs}}}
moth2fic From: moth2fic Date: 23rd July 2013 21:38 (UTC) (Link)
That all sucks. It isn't in the least bit fair. I hope the next 12 months are better for you and that from somewhere you find the strength to cope with it all. (((hugs)))
miwahni From: miwahni Date: 24th July 2013 11:19 (UTC) (Link)
There is so much pain in that; I wish I could hug you for real and have a cry with you. I'm so sorry that life sucks this badly for you right now.
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